FOCKtober.

It's sad that 90% of my blog is bitching but I guess that's what blogs are really good for.

Thank god it's more than half over, because my October has been one giant piece of turd so far. The only thing sustaining me from a nervous breakdown right now (or going postal office on everyone) is the fact that I'm going to NY in a few weeks. It's going to be my first break since Europe and I really cannot wait to get the hell out of town...for four days =(. Hopefully the weather will be nice (aka brisk but no rain please!) so I can just wander around and take some pictures. Or sleep. Sleep is fine too.

I don't know why I feel so stressed out. It's like that moment in LOTR: Fellowship of the Ring where Bilbo (while zombied out by the presence of the ring) was like "I feel like butter over too much bread." My life just feels really choppy and disorganized and I feel like I'm always running next to the train trying to jump on but not quite making it.

To make matters worse, my back has been sore for like a month. I really think I'm getting posture problems like Heather from ANTM with the Ass Burger's. Maybe it's time for me to stop sleeping on the couch and get a new bed.

On the bright side, "Chuck" is on tonight! Thanks for making life a lil' less crappy for 42 minutes NBC.

Bonus lesson:

Today's list of stupidity revolves around the letter "E."

1) Evite.
2) Ebay.
3) Ecoli. (I mean who really likes E.coli anyway.)